It was just my mistake
Thinking you cared
It was just my mistake
Thinking you’d be there
That you’d be by my side
And that you wouldn’t lie
My mistake

It was just my false hope
Thinking we’d last, yeah
It was just my false hope
Forgot all your pests
All those girls you denied
Smashed up hearts hung out to dry

I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long
I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long
But I beat ‘em all
Hanging on too long

I was a fool for you
Right from the start, yeah
I was a fool for you
Hoping for a spark
For some kind of sign
That you would be mine

I know it’s wrong, I do
Hanging on too long
And I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long

My heart was clutching
To what felt right
My heart was hoping
It could put up a fight

I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long
And I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long
And I need to move on
I’m hanging on too long

I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long
And I know it’s wrong
Hanging on too long

i did it!!!!

i walked 40 minutes today! woot-woo!!!!!!

cuteness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cuteness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

birthday blues

me: hey you said you’d call, when were you gonna call me?

G: i’ll call you when i feel like it.

HANEP! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HA!

how true!

how true!

on turning 26

This was emailed to me maybe three years ago by my friend Zab. I kept it all this time, because no matter when or where or why I read it, everything still holds true.

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They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.”

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day count reset! - back from the grave

backtrack: in an attempt to get fit in time for my 11-day holiday with my now long-distance boyfriend, i started to blog about my desire to get fit and fab last november 09. sadly, on my first day at attempting to jog, what i thought was a simple leg sprain turned into a much more dramatic, and much more complicated sickness.

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day 2 and 3 : it’s gone from bad to ugly

so day 1 didn’t start out the way i envisioned it to be, with bacon and croissant for breakfast, and giant shrimps for lunch. but day 1’s ending was EXTREME. i sprained myself after walking 20 minutes and jogging another 20. i was already quite proud of my jogging “achievement” (it’s not about the speed YET so i’m cool), but the sense of HEPHEPHOORAYIDIDIT! quickly turned sour when my ankles gave out.

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day 1: 20 minute run.

i forgot to stretch. i can’t walk. FMEL. somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!!

november 1: day 1 — it ain’t pretty

it’s 9:37pm and i’ve just come from my dad’s 54th birthday thing. mom and i left this morning at around 530, and was already at shell nlex by 630. we had breakfast at deli france, and well, let’s just say that yummy as it was, it wasn’t exactly the winning choice for day 1/50 of my 50 days to fitness “program”.

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